A man will rise, a man will fall from the sheer face of love like a fly from a wall..."

After purchasing tickets today I punched in my hometown into the Ticketmaster search engine and whilst browsing the list I played that game--that if I could enter into any event on that list, free of charge here, which events would I attend (it made me laugh) :

Band of Skulls
Simon & Garfunkel
Stars
Civil Twilight with Elias & Wool On Wolves
David Gray
The Buzzcocks
Public Enemy
New Pornographers
An Horse
Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers and Joe Cocker
U2 360º Tour
Lilith
Deadmau5 (Live)
Blue Oyster Cult
Juliette Lewis
Vans Warped Tour
Blondie

Things I never thought I would say after 1984: "I am going to see Buzzcocks and Blondie this year!"
SonicBoom is not listed yet (Sonic 102.9 will announce the line up on Monday, April 26th at 8 a.m.) but I am totally going to that too. I am really jonesing for some Foo Fighters live and to see KoL again.

Of this list I have tickets to 7 of the events, some of them I would not go to if I had to pay I just want to go to watch the spectacle--you know, "fly on the wall events". That is some eclectic list if I do say so myself. AND we haven't even hit May yet, soon there will be even more to see!

Song Du Jour: Letters From The Sky by Civil Twilight

“Coincidence is the word we use when we can't see the levers and pulleys.” Emma Bull

This week I got to see my beloved Oilers twice, the last 2 home games of the season. It was pretty freaking exciting! I know the season sucked sure, but the fans are still so very amazing. As we won both nights my streak of the Oilers winning when I am in the building is now 2 for 2. I am going to start keeping track...I wish I had started back in 2006 because my stats would be impressive; I just know it. At the end of the thrilling game on Wednesday the crowd stood and gave our boys a standing 'O' after such a challenging year. They raised their sticks and for a moment it was a classic meeting of Thoreau's Mutual Admiration Society.

I am so proud to live in Edmonton and be in the company of such big hearted fans. Even if they boo Horcoff relentlessly. I will forgive you if your passion for the game blinds you this one time...Hockey here is so much more than just a game.

It is also noteworthy that Patrick Hendricks won a car at the Oilers Game, the winner of the 50/50 draw was a Mrs. Hendricks and, "Matt Hendricks tapped a goalmouth rebound under Jeff Deslauriers with seven minutes left in the third to tie the Game 4-4." Recap: http://www.nationalpost.com/sports/story.html?id=2775566#ixzz0kcOE1O3T

What does it all mean Universe? What does it all mean?

Wish my last name was Hendricks.....

In remembrance of Malcolm McLaren who passed away this week I dedicate the Song Du Jour: SEX PISTOLS - Anarchy in the UK - rare live at sweden 1977

Who is Malcolm McLaren?

"this journey...has filled me with the power and courage to discover life’s lessons" ~ Agnes Nyamayarwo

Today, in the mail, a package arrived with some lovely crafts I ordered from Uganda. The goal is to help an organization I have followed for a long time but whenever a package arrives from the Mulago Positive Woman's Network I wish that I could do more.

It is simply space and time that separate me from these women in Uganda but as I live my life parallel to them I consider what invisible chains hold me back from changing my life. Comparing tales of adversity is not really what I want to do, in those terms my struggle is dwarfed, but it certainly gives me another healthy dose of perspective.

Here I am in the first world feeling held back by my circumstances. Seems ridiculous, no? I don't make 'enough' money, I don't own a home, I don't have a 'nice' car. There is a lot of pressure to get these things. I look at my friends who have these things and I sometimes I wish I had them too. Unfortunately, I have never been motivated by money. I am surrounded by a consumerist society that encourages me to keep up with the newest things to what end? Where is the merit in that? I don't fit in.

Surely, I would last about 10 seconds in the third world but sometimes, today especially, I wish I could go there to shake up my world and my sense of privilege. Nobody here in Canada would ever call me privileged as I live just over the poverty line here but I feel rich beyond all imagination when it comes to life experiences and love. I just wish that seemed to matter. But my wish will remain just that. Today I feel inspired yet trapped...and philosophical, apparently.

Song Du Jour: When I Look at The World by U2

wtf Blogger why won't you post this with the spaces between the paragraphs? They are there, honest.

"Everything about you resonates happiness now I won't settle for less..."

Music is pretty important to me yet, it is hard to pinpoint the exact reason why I love music the way I do and, I struggle to find words to explain the emotions it brings out in me. Muse played Rexall Place Monday night and peeps, if you get a chance to see a Muse gig, take it, you will be rewarded!

Hearing music live gives a song a chance to fly and I love being at a concert when songs soar and that's what Muse did --they let their songs soar and (lucky, lucky us) brought us along for the flight.

First, I must mention Silversun Pickups! They opened the show and really performed well in a larger setting like Rexall! Their light show was also really well done and they seem to really like Edmonton. They explained they were out on the Ave on Sunday night and at Sherlock Holmes Pub their song, Substitution came on while they were there and they really got a kick out of hearing it. They are going to be headlining their own shows at Rexall soon enough. "Locked and Loaded!"


The waiting between SSPU's and Muse was pretty hard for this lady. I actually had butterflies in my tummy in anticipation! Then the lights went down and cue Uprising!

Nevermind the laser show and amazing set on stage which were visually stunning...or the great audience who sang and sang along...

The star of this show? The MUSIC! Shit, these dudes are talented!
The sound was amazing. The band performed so well I was literally taken aback. How Matt Bellamy brings his incredible voice to peaks and valley's and manages to be pitch perfect AND not miss a note....all while dancing about the stage playing his guitar like a man possessed? I have no idea! It was really amazing to watch just him! And his bright blue leather pants!

When Matt sat down to the piano for Ruled By Secrecy I just let it wash over me, that was really special, here is my video...not the best but...

With creepy eyeballs falling from the rafters and laser beams galore there was plenty for your eyes to feast on, but the music really did sound like someone is playing the disc for you. Yes, that good!

My favourite parts were "Bliss" (yay!) and the haunting and lovely Undisclosed Desires (I was waiting for it and just loved that performance, so beautiful!).

But "Knights of Cydonia" (clip at the bottom) at the very end had the whole place bouncing and I have to admit it was not my favourite Muse song, but I never saw it live!

They let loose on the crowd with such power...the buildup and explosion of that song live is incredible! I loved watching the GA come apart during that song. The energy was amazing and I will do what ever I can to see them again! and again, and again I hope.
See the rest of my videos from Muse here .

Thanks to @melwitsa for the photos!

Setlist: Uprising , Resistance, New Born, Supermassive Black Hole, Interlude, Hysteria, Bliss, Nishe, United States Of Eurasia, Ruled by Secrecy, Helsinki Jam, Undisclosed Desires,Starlight, Unnatural Selection, Time Is Running Out, Plug In Baby. Encore: Exogenesis: Symphony, Part 1: Overture, Stockholm Syndrome, Knights of Cydonia

Song Du Jour: "Knights of Cydonia" live in Edmonton (watch the lid come off rexall at the .55 second mark...I get goosebumps just watching it again--honestly..it was freaking amazing!)

"And you know it's time to go through the sleet and driving snow...."

Winter is so pretty sometimes. Even in March. There are lovely icicles on our garage that make it still seem like a winter wonderland.

But, I am moving tomorrow and, even though it happens to be snowing today, beautiful weather (13°C !) is expected and the sun should kiss the last of those icicles buh-bye!

Moving in the Spring means you take your chances with what you might wake up to -- but this time it looks like nice weather, FTW!

Oh and in other news, (another first on my blog, I think)--I have a commenter flirting with me. It could be somebody I know pranking me, or it could be someone I don't know at all pranking me...or it could be legit. I don't know - and how could you know? I am flattered though. Isn't that silly? What is the proper reaction to overt blog flirting? I am clueless at this and I am so not interested. But you can't just blurt that out, right? You're expected to play the "flirt game" back...I am not good at that 'game playing' stuff, thankfully. I know ladies who are experts. They would know what to do here and say something sweet and saucy. They'd know how to flip your hair and smile via "blog flirting". I'm not that fancy. Plus, I tend to fuck it all up.

So kind Gentleman Commenter, thanks very much for taking an interest and being so lovely with the compliments. I really appreciate it, thanks!

Also...Countdown to MUSE continues...3 more sleeps!

Song Du Jour: A Sort of Homecoming by U2

“There's something liberating about not pretending. Dare to embarrass yourself. Risk.” ~ Drew Barrymore

Well, a first on my blog not to mention something I promised I would refrain from, The dreaded Questionnaire.

I was emailed said questionaire...you know those annoying things that you hate to fill out but find rather interesting to read when your friends fill them out? So I filled it out, procrastinating as per usual, and sent it back.
And now I have be "dared" to put it up on my blog. I declined. I am not some 13 year old who is going to take a dare. I was told I "never" post anything about myself on my blog. I would argue that is ridiculous! All I talk about on my blog is myself -- given the selfish nature of the blog, no?
So for the 3 of you who actually read this blog I will volunteer to share this with you. Apparently, I have been told, it might be of some interest. Feel free to disagree, I know I do.

What were you doing at 11 last night?
Packing my bags, Alice

Do you think you and your best friend(s) will be friends in 10 years?
Yes.

What's the craziest thing you've done?
I went to New York to see U2 in October 2001, a fan had a ticket and we went together. I had never met him before. That was crazy.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Moving, unpacking and whatnot, Panda's Silent Auction, dinner and drinks with family and friends.

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Nope, well not since highschool. Oh yeah...I tried that but it doesn't work -- at all.

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
Yes.

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Yes.

When was the last time something bothered you?
about 2 hours ago.

Do you like to hold hands?
Yes.

Anything embarrassing happen today?
No yet...

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?
My Blackberry vibrates and "Hello, hello" ringtone from Vertigo plays

Has anyone ever done mean things to you while you were sleeping?
Yes, you've met my friends!!
I was once half asleep, on a road trip to Peach Fest with my ladies, and one of them thought it would be hilarious to honk the horn...it scared the living crap out of me. It was hilarious but it took me a long time to admit it --I was so mad.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes, and I am very lucky that I can say I have more than one.

Last thing you spent money on?
I just bought a lottery ticket. *fingers crossed*

Have you dated the person you texted last?
a million years ago, yes.

Is good grammar attractive?
Very.

Who was the last person to call you baby?
I don't know...I don't really like to be called baby so I can't say as anyone has ever called me that.

What is your favourite color?
Blue

What color are your eyes?
Blue

How tall are you?
5'9

What do you have planned for tonight?
Getting ready to move in the morning; Glamourous things like laundry and cleaning.

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
If I met the right man I would be open to discussing the possibility.

Who is the 9th contact in your phone?
The Dude, I had to check...I just pranked him. Sorry The Dude.

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
Gross.

Have you ever dyed your hair?
Sure.

How many windows are open on your computer?
6

What was last thing you drank?
Water.

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
I like them both

Do you collect anything?
I have a U2 collection and I collect postcards from all of my friends, well any of them who travel and are willing to send me one.

Do you think you are pregnant?
No

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Autumn

You've had sex within these past 10 days haven't you?
You just had to ask this one....I think this is why you sent me this stupid thing

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
Hepatitis B knowing my luck.

You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you want?
I am getting one this summer with my Cousin. It is the U2 symbol from ATYCLB with the heart in the suitcase.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
About 15 minutes ago

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
No. Mother passed away, Real Father = don't know, adoptive Father = jackass, no contact

Are your friends taller than you?
2 of them are taller, yes

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
I can see the merits of both really. And I like both.

Is the first person you talked to today male or female?
Male

Who was the last person you rode in a car with under 21?
My friends' children.

Do you know anyone named Matt?
Yes, we call him The Kid.

Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight Naturally? yes

What jewelery are you currently wearing?
Today I only have my white One Bracelet

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes

Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust?
Yes

Did you have a good birthday this year?
It was wonderful!

"Here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten..." ~ Horchata by Vampire Weekend

Went to see Vampire Weekend at the ole EEC last night and was pretty excited about it! I think I yelled, "oh my god, they are so freaking awesome!!!!!!" a couple of times.

Honestly, Vampire Weekend was brilliant last night. The crowd was kinda stunned...at least on our side of the great and giant pole. Horchata is off their new album and it rocks live, I am so glad to hear their new material and someday I can hear those anthems filling huge arenas.

I got some video clips!
Here is my favourite, Taxi Cab!




My favourite song off Contra is Taxi Cab. I loved it live too...they all gathered together on stage and the lights lowered and they played it almost sweetly with the bassist like magic on the bow. Beautiful! The rest of the clips are here.

That's what I like about Vampire Weekend, just enough salty to go with the sweet. A Punk blasted away! I was loving being down front for A Punk...Hey, hey hey hey!!! We were right next to some Uber VW fans who were also right into it. We sang and they knew all the words. Vampire Weekend nailed all the hits, they already sound so amazing, the new stuff is just more lush...and I was so grateful they covered so much material --it was a wicked set list.


I hope they come back soon!


Great night all in all, but I have made the decision not to rant again about how much I loathe the EEC. Mmmm...The Heinken's were delicious too.



Song Du Jour: Cape Cod Kwassa, Kwassa by Vampire Weekend



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wHl9qRsMzw

"And now I'm going to go have shots with Kings of Leon." — Green Day frontman Billy Armstrong after accepting the band's award for best rock album.

I watched for about 30 minutes and then turned the channel. Junk. The Green Day musical sounded so bad. Why do they always have to opera up the lyrics for a musical? Why? I was hoping it would be more punk rock than musical. Makes me concerned for the Spiderman musical too. Also, they awarded (prior to the show) a lifetime achievement award to Loretta Lynn...I was rather disgusted they did not actually actually recognize her in a meaningful way.

I suppose the fact that I did not even watch most of it makes my opinion moot though. So keep that in mind as I continue to rant.

I will admit I flicked past the Grammy's a couple of times later in the show, call it wishful thinking, and what I did see was a really big disappointment. What was the point of MJ's daughters speech? Why? I wish I could stomach it. It's just such a shit show. ummm....why couldn't Beyonce accept her first award? She was there, how much f'n prep time did she need to get in that skimpy dress?

I guess I just don't get it and that is fine with me. There is such amazing music out there, why this crap is held up by the Grammy's...it is senseless. I am oddly (and secretly) glad U2 did not win. I know it would have "legitimized" their album and helped, blah, blah ,blah...but NLOTH is so above the level of the shite I heard last night. It made me question; Can Taylor Swift even sing? She was flat and tuneless.

What did you think? Did you enjoy it? What was the highlight and lowlight for you?

I was shocked at the amount of viewers (via @sonic1029 on the twitter: 26.6 million watch the Grammys last night - more than any year since 2001). SHOCKED. Apparently, I am the only one who loathed it. I am glad Phoenix was recognized. And Silversun Pickup's should have won even if they are not new. I will say Eminem was....well I am amazed at his talent, it was an amazing performance by him. He just blows Lil Wayne and Lil Drake out of the water.

One final note: Autotune? Are you fucking kidding me? If this is the future of music just shoot me now.

Song Du Jour: Crawl by Kings Of Leon

You Tube link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZkIBOAa4VY

"You're like Def Leopard and I'm like Enya..." ~ Sara Quin

My first concert of 2010 has set the bar pretty high! Tegan and Sara played the Jubilee auditorium for two nights and I was at the 2nd show last night. The opening band An Horse, who come from Australia, were also very engaging and I thought WOW so much sound from just two people. One Singer/guitarist and one drummer (very impressive) and they have really good, catchy songs. They joked that they were brought on tour so Tegan and Sara could watch and laugh as they froze in Edmonton in January. They were very funny and warm hearted.

We went for some beers in the lobby during the intermission and it was like a reunion we saw so many people we knew, it was lovely to see good friends!

Once we were settled the lights dimmed and a red screen descended from the stage and there they were: 2 wee girls surrounded by a ton of equipment. On stage all the band members wore red shoes (the drummer wore red flip flops--in January--in Edmonton, brave man) and it was as if we all just old friends getting together again after a long time apart. They changed guitars between each set and had 3, count 'em THREE, giant keyboards.



Tegan and Sara are talkative and engage the audience in a way I have not seen at a concert of this size before. They were witty, funny and gracious and made sure we were up out of our seats for some songs and comfortable throughout. Last time I saw them I was all crammed in standing room only at the Power Plant, it was nice to have a seat and breathing space to really enjoy the concert. They played a range of music. Lots of new stuff co-mingled with the old favourites I love and it was a great set list. The encore was amazing and my favourite part as it featured Call it Off, Back in Your Head, and ended with Living Room (linked in the title ^). It was such a treat.

There was one young girl who was yelling from the audience and was slightly embarrassing after a while. She asked Sara out and that got a bit of a conversation going. Tegan asked where she would take Sara on a date and the girl replied, "to my bedroom" and Sara replied, "I am not that kind of girl, I need dinner and a movie and to be romanced first."

Tegan told stories about her love addiction and prefaced many songs with anecdotes about the genesis of each. I really enjoyed this part, I love knowing where the inspiration for a song comes from. Tegan is a talker...she joked about the review of the 1st show in the paper and wondered aloud what loquacious meant. One audience member shouted, "Verbose" and another, "talkative" and she had to agree with the review...she does like to talk. I was grateful for it. How many times to you go to a concert and get to really hear from the band members in a meaningful way that is not just "Hello [insert city name here] we love you..."?

Great songs, incredible melodies, and such harmony that I found myself closing my eyes to soak them up just like the rays of the sun on a beautiful day. It warmed me and energized me. I had that "can't sleep concert rush" when I got home and had a hard time coming down off the music high. That is the signature of a great concert for me.

If you missed them you have a chance to see them again very soon as the news just came out that Edmonton will be part of the Lilith Fair concerts this summer and Tegan and Sara will be sharing the stage with an incredible array of talented women.

Song Du Jour: Miracle Drug by U2

Sometimes I wish I was dead. I'll be okay, I guess, 'cause I'm lookin' up. Lookin' for something to fall

So we went and saw Precious: Based on the Novel Push by Sapphire and I struggled to watch the really hard parts. It was the best movie...which seems somehow wrong to say...it was the most provocative movie I have seen, but I haven't seen Hurt Locker, it doesn't open until next week here. With Precious you see a stripped down, raw, and tender glimpse into a young woman's life. A woman who is told she has no worth but just refuses to listen. It will inspire you --no....Precious will rip your heart out and remind you to LIVE your life to the fullest. You will be transported back into the late 80's to Harlem where giggles and laughs are hard to find but when they come they are pure joy. The scenes with Mary the Mother from HELL are riveting. Mo'Nique should win the oscar --hands down. She plays a woman so completely convinced of her own distorted reality that I was blown away.

Not recommended for the softies out there, violence is part of their lives every day, and to walk with Precious through her life from day to day will wind you. It's the kind of movie you have to sit back in your chair after the credits roll and take a moment to let it all sink in. Powerful to the point that I thought how grateful I was for my screwed up life....Go see it!

This is going to be my pick for best movie of 2009. This and Up in a weird top 2 list. Everything else I have seen...from Avatar to Sherlock Holmes (maybe in my top 5 because of Guy Ritchie, but I hate a movie that just leads to a freaking sequel) to what ever other regurgitated scripted crap hollywood churned out---this is the one to see.

Song Du Jour: Born On The FM Waves Of The Heart by Against Me! (with Tegan! can't wait to see the Tegan and Sarah concert tomorrow night!!)